Couple of days ago while on phone my youngest sister told me she was writing something about transgenders and wanted to get it published in the news paper. Transgenders? I asked...why u dont approve of me meeting with them and writing about them? she asked No...I said...Im just amazed at you for going on selecting such a topic. Glad you aint the potato head bimbo I have always thought u were ....I indeed appreciate your effort of trying to create some awareness about it. To which she took an offense...hah.. kids !!!...I asked her for a copy which she sent me promptly. Im posting her piece here coz I feel we all share the responsibility...
HE…SHE…IT…NO PLACE FOR
SHIM???
Recently I and
some of my friends made a short documentary on transgenders to participate in a
documentary competition among different sections of my batch in University. For
this reason we went to visit a few transvestites. I never knew where they lived
but after using some contacts we planned a meeting at their place in Muhalla
Nawaban of Bahawalpur
city and later we met one in Mohalla derawari, in the same city. Passing
through the narrow arteries I could see open drains and human waste all around
me. After talking to Sahiba, sapna, and a few others I gathered some facts
about this gender and the exploitation of their rights. Sahiba, the president
of transgender society in Bahawalpur
started the conversation by saying:
“God
created us as He created all. We are born of a father and a mother as all rest,
yet we are different. Our families may be ashamed of us but we know He loves us
and that is why we don’t feel disgusted about ourselves. They don’t call us
normal but we feel more normal than normal because we don’t let anything get us
down. What doesn’t kill us just makes us stronger.”
There I felt how ignored and marginalized they are…even their parents disown them because of the scorn they have to face from family, friends and neighborhood. In some cases if the parents don’t leave them, they feel beatnik and join the transgender community by will because among their own breed they are free to let their spirits out. This is how all these left alones make one big family for their survival. Further she said:
“I
have faded memories of my mother hiding me in her arms when my father would
beat me for wearing my sister’s make up and dressing up like her…I have that
warm refuge no more that can hide me from this cruel world. Sometimes I wish I
could lie down in her loving embrace and die.”
We see many organizations working
for the under privileged but maybe the word doesn’t refer to transgenders.
There are only a few organizations made by the transgender community, which are
striving for their rights. Why? Only because they don’t belong to either of the
two genders or that they fail to conform to the stereotypical so called norms
of our society. On a question about dancing she said:
“We dance for the happiness of people we never dance over a funeral…we are not involved in terrorism neither do we kill people. We just dance and that’s not a crime.”
Many of the
Mulla’s and fundamentalists call them fitna and object on their life style. In Pakistan when a
person reveals that he has a soul of another gender trapped in his body he is
taken as a stigma. Another astonishing fact revealed by Sahiba was:
“There
are some transgenders who have long beards, they wear male clothes and have
respect in the society but when they meet us they say “aur saheli tera kiya
haal hai?” They talk to us like they belong here.”
Islam talks
about equality and rights, nowhere in Quran are transgenders said to be treated
the way they are treated by the torch bearers of Islam. We simply fail to
understand that there are certain attributes inherited by some males or females
from the opposite gender. They don’t do it by choice, it’s rather innate. It
could either be physical or psychological. Sexual orientation does not always
necessarily align with a person’s appearance. When asked about how they feel, a
transvestite said:
“We feel like females from inside, we are inclined towards
males but in our community we consider it immoral to touch another transgender.
Males spend time with us, they love us but to save themselves from humiliation
they never introduce us to their family and one day leave us saying the same patent
sentence we hear all our lives that we are haram.”
The only source of earning a
livelihood with an additional benefit of fulfilling their sexual needs is
prostitution. We don’t leave them with a choice. If they are given the right to
get married with a bit of social acceptance and education, they can turn out to
be productive members of our society, instead of being a dead weight on the
economy which is already hanging by a thread. Sapna said:
“Some of us want to start a business, open a salon or a
boutique, some want to work in showbiz, we are perfect for these jobs. We have
a “double mind” and are very hard working. Some want to study like I do but many
of us take our dreams to grave.
Still we are happy with what we do. Dancing is a hard job. A normal person loses breath after dancing for an hour we dance barefooted on wet floors for hours.”
Still we are happy with what we do. Dancing is a hard job. A normal person loses breath after dancing for an hour we dance barefooted on wet floors for hours.”
Transgenders
in Pakistan
are still deprived of basic human rights. If a girl gets raped people unleash
upon the culprit but who cares when a transgender loses his dignity? Our
society jumps on to the conclusion that their deviance from Islam and societal
norms has lead them to a point where people take advantage of them.
Sahiba further said: “ When someone from our community dies molvi sahibaan refuse to offer our Namaz e Janazah because they think its haram”
The identity of approximately 80000 transgenders was denied for 64 years in Pakistan Recognition of their identity is just a baby step towards the rehabilitation of this social group. On a question regarding the issuance of ID’s she said:
“Chief Justice allotted us the right to self
identification. Before that we were non existent for this so called humanistic
society. But most of us still haven’t got ids. It is red tape.”
Chief Justice of Pakistan gave
them the right of employment but will this really help when they are not
educated in the first place? They face workplace discrimination. People don’t
offer them jobs at home because they are considered hateful and untouchable.
They are confused in which attire to choose in order to observe the dress code.
Eventually they are forced into begging and prostitution as they need to
fulfill their very basic need of food and shelter.
A transgender
said “ People give us coins in alms but for prostitution
they offer us more”
We first
exploit them and then blame them for not maintaining their dignity. The fact is
none of us is a seraph, when we have acceptance for those who are special then
why can’t we create some acceptance for them?
One of the transgenders sitting
next to sahiba asked me a question that left me speechless....she asked…”Could you please tell me the gender of an angel?” Are
they males or females….and I felt as if I have shrank in my clothes and
become a dwarf in front of her. I could see her eyes getting wet…in a shaky
voice she continued:
“When
a druggie , a thief ,a rapist is accepted as part of a family, part of this
society then why cant people accept us? You accept your brother if he gets out
of a filthy drain but you never accept us….are we that bad? We may have the
wrong body but our soul comes as pure as any other of the God’s beloved
creation. You can’t give us love but some respect?”
I am not a
writer but I found it my social responsibility to highlight their issues. I
think Government should make separate schools and colleges for transsexuals
where they can get proper education and learn some skills other then dancing.
With that there should be a chapter on transgenders in the syllabus of elementary
schools which creates a sense of acceptability and respect for the third gender
among children. This will make our future generations treat transgender as
equals.
Ik
zara muhabbat
Bas
zara si izzat
Ik
nazar pyar ki
Mujhay
aur kuch nhi sirf ehsas chhaiye
Is
dil ki bas yehi tamanna hai
mera
wajud namehsoos sey mehsoos ho jaye
jo
shanakht na mansoob thi kabhi mansoob ho jaye