Wednesday 6 June 2012

Ek kudi jida naam muhabbat...gum hai gum hai gum hai

Ages since I am in search of love, ages since I havent found it....a part of me announces its defeat but  a part of me keeps looking for it still. In search of it I have been thorough the junctions of lust, flirt, infatuation, habit even marriage, but it still kept a far away thought, a dream never seen, a symphony never heard. I am well versed with the journey now. I know all the junctions. I know the routines. I know how flirt starts, know about infatuation, how it all gives way to lust, then fades away and burries its head in despair with time. I can predict the future of every person who vows for the journey through all these junctions, I just never reached the last junction. I know when and how it all will happen. I can share their destinies with destiny, yet im clueless about love. My journey has taken centuries to  question....what if there is no last junction?  What if lust, flirt, n all just generate the mirage of love.....what if the only thing there is journey itself?.....who will give my centuries back to me? who will cure my bare feet?

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  1. May be the search itself is the end.

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  2. Love, love, love.....

    Seems like so many feelings branch out of it..

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  3. That which we chase most eludes us most.

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    1. illusions illusions...we may live without them, but we cease to exist...

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    1. It comes once, to mourn the death of pursuit....

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  5. Is these lines belongs to some novel? Love is everywhere still the writer is trying to find it somewhere.

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    1. No Akash, i wrote it....life itself bara drama hai sir ji..

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  6. That line though, ik kudi jida naam muhabbat, is taken from Shiv Kumar Batalvi s poem.

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  7. Okay I'm going to come back tomorrow and read the other blogs. All this is very real, very intense stuff and I have the attention span of a 3 year old so in order to do your posts justice I will return at another time soon :)

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    1. Though I accept ur appreciation wid gratitude, still, all I write is crap...I nvr read it twice myself...guess u can tell dis by the typos :P

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    2. Why do you think I stick to just pasting food pics :D i feel I write crap too but somehow it gets appreciated at times............ hence, quit being so modest =] and I'm the master of typos so I don't even notice them unless pointed out to me :P

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    3. Yeah,somehow a mistake in print irritates me, but on screen its as if I cant see it.

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